I am on a search to find where has my happiness gone. Maybe it is just a transitional period but I find myself laughing and smiling lesser and lesser with each passing day, I am actually scared that one day I will not know how to be happy anymore. I have no idea what is wrong with me, I want to know too, but I cannot seem to find out. Am I stressed? Am I tired? Am I depressed? Am I losing hope and drive to live on? Am I too drained to carry on?

I wish I knew, I wish I can find my answers soon, before I find myself lying on a bed in IMH.