It is at these times when the going gets really tough when you will reflect and think what is all these for and if it is really worth it. I do not know, I have no idea. Like my response to people when they ask me about my uni heavy commitments, I do not dare to think much as I am so scared of the answer. Now is the time once again, I have been through so much, I should be able to make past it once again right?

But at the same time there are other things swimming around in my mind. So many things, which may be important or insignificant, but nevertheless I will still think about. Like friendships, school, future, trust, respect, commitment, responsibilities, money, relationships etc. There will be times when I wish I can have that someone who will be there for me no matter what, to make me feel loved. Oh well, random ramblings.