Change is the only constant, this is a cold hard fact that is easy to say but hard to convince yourself to come to terms with it constantly. Sometimes, it is better to just keep the best memory and not have anything to change it subsequently. If there are no circumstances that force you to see the changes, you can always choose to be an ostrich and convince yourself that the beautiful and near perfect memory is still the status quo.

However, alot of times in life, things do not go the way you want just because it is better for you. Perhaps I am just thinking too much, bothering too much, letting my emotions run too freely, but I do feel this tugging heartwrench somewhere deep down in my heart. I guess this is the price to pay for trying too hard to keep everything the way it used to be when it is quite not possible...