Been sleeping late and waking up early for the past few days, yet not being able to have the luxury of deep sleep as I am either dreaming about a lot of random things from all over involving people from all stages of my life so far and then jerking up awake thinking I am late for something, be it work or lessons.

Body feels like it is in a permanent state of high tension, and brain is not operating as much or as quickly as it should be. Problems that have somehow evaded me or have been keeping themselves in check suddenly hits me hard right smack in the face.. OUCH...

I cannot be like this for too long, having to have a bottle of coffee every single day to keep me going through the whole day. I want a break, I need a break, I yearn for a break.

Can I run away from all of this for a while? Even just one day is good enough, one day.