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Sunday, April 25, 2010

I am starting to think that I have just moved on from yet another low period in my life and hell sure I am glad I made it through once again as per usual. It is always like that, when you are in the midst of emotional turmoil with all things that can go wrong for you going wrong, you will feel like it is the end of the world and there is no way you can make it through anymore. But, just need to hang in there a little more with the support and care from friends around, plus not to keep dwelling about how bad things have been, and those tough times will pass before you know it.

Last week was horrible, terrible and super shagged to the maximum. Sleeping for less than 4 hours consecutively for 5 days is no joke. Sometimes really wonder how did I managed to survive MC for the 2 years last time. Craziness, to the max. Only have myself to blame, who ask that I fell down damn hard last time then have to reschedule my course dates until reading week. But I passed! And the open-book exam which I did not have much hope about before seemed not too bad after today. :p I am a survivor!!! v(n_n)v

Currently still left with one last exam, my final one to end my student life in NUS. Super thankful for all the circumstances, incidents and opportunities that allowed me to have a relatively academically slack final semester. Really grateful to much things that happened in my life, even though there were times when I complain about it, but I think it has been great as compared to many others. I may not have the best of everything since young, I may not have the luxury of buying everything which I like, I may not have the nice family background that people are not afraid to share with others, nevertheless still feeling super duper fortunate.

Shall take my own sweet time and savor the enjoyment of studying for something because it is interesting and you can afford to not cram things within a short span of time. Even though still going to study in NIE, I believe it is just going to be different from NUS. And cannot wait to plan and start implementing the hundred and one million things which I want to accomplish in the coming months before starting school again in September. Just thinking about all the new experiences, challenges, incidents are making me all excited. I am starting to really think that I have this tendency to just torture myself by making me busy all the time. Oh well, time passes faster this way and life seems more meaningful too. :)))

2:20 AM