Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Actually I have been aware of this side of me since my secondary school days when I can have a cycle of emotions once a day or once every few days; very happy, super angry, damn sad, numb and the cycle repeats itself again. I guess I am very unstable emotionally, and it tends to be quite extreme when happens.
I like thinking that there is an absolute right or wrong, black or white, left or right to things in life. It sort of brings me a comfort that cannot be explained, and an inner peace that calms me down very much. But the world happens to be just not that, making me feel really uneasy and easily irritated or agitated for simple, small, and insignificant things many a times.
And another fact of life which really works for me is time heals all wound, even though there may still be scar which I am somehow constantly reminded of by my subconscious. If I want to live happily on this world and do what I am thinking of achieving, I believe I have to really make an effort in learning how to really let go. Oh well, learning is a continuous life-long process after all right? v(n_n)v
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