I guess a lot of people have already told me it is not worth it, but I usually brush it away. However there are times like now which I feel I have really wasted all my time, effort & energy, so what if I keep giving in without asking for return? I am being taken for granted.

I can choose to live life happily, why allow myself to be upset over certain things? But I have a feeling once I do that, it will be a road of no return for many things. Haha... why be bothered with people who don't care about you already right?