Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Sometimes I would like to see this world and all the stages which we have to go through as a playground and its respective game challenges, so that I wouldn't feel too bad about exploring options and doing things without having to worry too much about possible consequences and repercussions. This is especially so for things which I have absolutely little or no prior knowledge and experience in. I hope to experiment and not take things too seriously at times.
However, there will be times when I think from another person's perspectives and feel bad in not taking things seriously when the other party maybe doing so. But there is just no way of gauging it, I realised I am not good at judging such things. And it just gets freaking tired having to keep thinking about how and what other people will see things as.
Oh well, there is afterall really no absolute black & white in this society. Perhaps I just need to learn and love myself more so that I can be more happy and gain more from living everyday. Non-stop giving is no good when one gets angsty and I shall not be so. :p
10:17 PM
