This year is really one when I have to face a lot of changes and adapt accordingly. I want to accept and adjust accordingly but it seems that is not as easy as I thought. Or rather my emotional side is sort of rejecting them by engulfing myself in negativity and pessimistic feelings.

Perhaps I have offended people with the way I am, or perhaps there is no more reason for people to bear with who I am. True friends accept you for what you are, and with time I can really see who are they. Sad to have the harsh fact that some appeared to be but is actually not.

I think I should stop thinking so much about the past as those are the days already gone. Letting go is a painful process but one which I am slowly undergoing at the moment. Treasure those who care or bother and not waste time on those who don't.

这个新年，让我彻底体会贫富悬殊可以是一道多大的鸿沟。和一些人的碰面，也将我所有的不足之处推到了放大镜之下。如果想要改变，就要有所行动并且不能和往常一样更不能安于现状。